don't let your testimony die

you stand the test so that you are given a testimony...but if you don't tell what god has done for you...it just becomes an experience...

my bodyguard...

he protects me...

psalms 37

i keep on falling...

alicia keys says that she keeps on falling in and out of love...but it's because she hasn't fallen in love with the right man...

let me tell you...i played with god a LONG time...i was a saved sinner...still am...but i WAS a saved idiot fooling myself into thinking that the way that i was living was okay...because god is good and he is merciful and forgiving and kind...

but i'ma tell y'all something...right now i feel like ray charles...i got the right one baby...'

every morning when i get up...i know that i am in love all over again...i pray for a fresh anointing and i thank god for loving me the way that he does...

every day is like a honeymoon...and THE man loves me so good...

i wouldn't think of cheating on him...i can't think of turning my back on him...i can't imagine not obeying him...

cause all i wanna do is hear him call my name...for not only did he call me out of the wilderness...he chose me to be a soldier in his army...

and just like the us marines or the air force or the united states army...i will gladly give my life to serve for i will be protected...

and UNlike those armed forces that are commissioned to protect our nation...i do not have a worry for fear or death because i know that it is when i die in christ that my death will be rewarded...

so...everyday...i keep on falling in...but i do not fall out...

letter to my father...

daddy i appreciate you...

you have always taken care of all of my needs...and daddy i thank you...
you watched over me...and daddy i thank you...
you disciplined me...and daddy i thank you...

daddy...there were times when i wanted something and you told me no...
daddy...there were places and i wanted to go and you would not allow it...
daddy...there were things that i wanted to do and you kept me from it...
i didn't know at the time that you had your hand on me and that you were keeping me from evil...
i just thought that things weren't going my way...that i could not get it right...that i was a failure and that success was not a part of my name...

there were times when i wanted a certain man and you wouldn't let him treat me right...
why?...not because he was not a good person...but because i would have put that man before you and i never would have known the warmth from living in your love...i never would have thirsted after you...i never would have fallen in love with you so that you could me into that proverbs 31 woman and when sent me a godly man that loves me the way christ loves the church i would be ready to receive him...

the bible says that we perish for lack of knowledge...i was dying and i did not know it...

i did not know that were delivering me from evil...
you were leading me away from temptation...
you were protecting my very life...for surely the devil would have killed me...

Yes Lord

i say yes with my mouth..
i say yes in my mind...
i say yes with my body...
i say yes with my spirit...
i say yes with my soul...

when it comes to god...no is a four letter word...
there is nothing that god can tell me to do that i won't do...
there is nowhere that god can tell me to go that i won't go...
nothing i won't say...
i wouldn't think of telling god no...because when i ask him for something...i don't want him to deny me...

An Uncompromised Life

the things that are now a No-Go...

no desire...no thought...

bring your mind into subjection
bring your body
bring your spirit...
bring your will...

Freeze! Hands Up

total surrender...

just like the police guns drawn order you to freeze before an arrest...

god wants you to stand still and he wants to arrest you...not to punish you...but to give you a life above all that you ask or think...

say my name...say my name...

the many names of god...

if we don't know what to call him...how can we call him into our lives?

Your Mind's Eye

you are often told to keep your eye on the prize...sometimes that gets difficult because many things can block your vision and you start to forget the prize is there...so...my advice...keep your MIND on the prize...so that even when you can't see it...you know it's there...